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[11 Apr 2002|01:43pm] |
i guez i haven't really kept up wid dis LJ for a while.... nawt even muh DJ. i guez when i 1st got it i was juss so excited ya know . but now it's like der'z nawfin. i mean all doez tymes i hung out wid erickson jp n tony n dem it as fun as hell. but den i was alwaiz to0 lazay to write. naw meen ? iono. well i've bee breaking a hell of alot lately and got new close friends. i think from now on instead of knowin so many peepo ima juss stick to a few friends. i think it'll be bettah off fo me that way. welp n e waiz i know im goin to ridgview nex yeyuh. onliee kaws i can't... yea yuh. ok OP sux. and i know peepo hab to deaul wid things they dun lyke e'ry deh but hey goin to OP for the nex 3 yea yuhz ? shit i think daz goin to make me go ebn mo carazay ! n e waiz. that last entry i left b4 spring break had so many comments. most of them pissed me the fawk off. and everytime i lo0k at muh LJ an see dat shit. i juss wanna delete that n a lyke it ain't happen. jeez ish ryce ! welp to update peepo . juss about everything is gettin cleared up. it's all bettah somewhat now. iono. me chriz n tj ( mawmuh beyuh baybee beyuh n pawpuh beyuh ) are talkin again. it feels go0d.... and daz bout all i can say. besides im happie ! :D but sadly im alzo confused . 2 peepo know bout it. iono. i lub havin secret tyme widdum. i wont mention naymes kaws things myte get outtuh hand. kaws onliee uZ tree upposed to kno bout it. ha ! ish great ! uh oh ! DONT TURN OFF THE LYTES ! HA ! LOL ! HOT STUFF !
deng muh syz n cuz are carazay ! i lub um both ta death ! der so great. deng..... im out ima post muh results from da quizzes i to0k earlier im tyred o typin. payce !..........
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[30 Mar 2002|04:03pm] |
i was tired of seeing that entry on top so fawk that, juss signed up fo dead journal to0 ! i's tyte
welp payce n huzzah ! lol
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| ayte sum nigguhz need to chill..... |
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y0 yall nigguhz need to chill wid dat shiet ! thinkin im flirtin wid every boi i lay eyez on ! wtf nigguh ! doze boiz are muh friends get that fawkin fact str8 ! yall peepo really piss me off by juss going on n takin what peepo are doin from far away and take whatchu see into you're own little fawin demented crazy minds n translate that into some bullshit topiss me the fawk off ! I YOU WANNA HEAR THIS SHIT LOOK ! "TONY" is one of muh go0d friends as a mattuh a fact we're in the sayme cru ! we mess around alot well HELL YEA WE MESS AROUND ALOT ! but it dun mean jack ass shit DUMBASSES ! and kyle ! HOW THE FAWK DO U THINK I COULD FLIRT WID MUH CUZ/BRO ! daz so fawkin greeen ! ryte now i juss wanna smack both of you across the face and get reality back into there ! i'm only fawkin human ! oh yeah i forgot U ARE TOO ! shiet you guyz are pissin me the fawk off thinkin shit u have no idea wtf is goin on ! INSTAGATORS ! fawkin piss me off and to start off muh spring break IMA HAVE HELLA FUN GETTIN DRUNK N HIGH OFF MUH ASS ! yes and i mean that ! and it is because i want to settle muh mind off YOU FAWKIN 2 for being so immature n thinkin doze things ! and me n rj ! YES HE DID WANNA DO THAT BUT WHEN WE WENT TO SEE HIS CAR THAT WAS ALL HE DID SHOW IT TOO ME N WEWEN STREET RACIN THANK YOU VURRY MUCH ! gawwwwwwwwwwsh im so pissed you know what i wanna fawkin do now ?!?!..................... you don't wanna know ! but the thing that gets to me most is that you guys ar muh 2 boiz AND ARE SUPPOSED TO FAWKIN KNOW ME ! dammit you guys have gawn n pissed me off beyond fawkin return ! when i come back ILL PROLLY BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR OD'N ! dammit ! you 2 are supposed to know me and that's what gets to me most ! of all peepo to think such gross n sick and shitty things about me and talk bout how u dun lyke the way peepo do that to me like mel jon n th circle up there U HAVE NO FAWKIN ROOM TO TALK ! i can guarentee that whe i come back from spring break that i will still be fawkin pissed at both of you guys ! FAWK LOVE ! ACTUALLY FUCK LOVE IT'S ALL A BUNCH OF BS ! IT'S OVER CHRIS ! you guys grrrrrrrr ave pissed me the fuck off !
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[20 Mar 2002|05:26pm] |
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yO wasa ! im juss chillin hea in muh bess friend chriz'z house n we're juss all breakin n shiet. it's pretty fun havin some type of family now. i mean it'll take a while to get IN but i mean it'll prolly be all worth the while and allt he shiet i go through. im glad im not hangin round the wrong crowd no mo. "TRG" im so happie ! lol. welp we juss updated the ground tactics syte. daz muh group now. go check it out ! all you do it go to groundtacics.cjb.net check it out n sign the bo0k u myte like it. welp im chillin waiting for frideh to come so i can watch muh boiz break. when i say boiz i mean for PRU CRU to kick ass. even though ground tactics is the group im in ryte now im TOTALLY NOT going to diss muh 1st boiz in muh CRU ryte KCAZ, SPEEDY G, N NITROUS ! REX ain't gawnna forget you guys at all ! I LUB YOU ALL VURRY VURRY MUCH ! paYCe im out lyke dis ill write laytah tho !
*po0F*
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| one word can explain everything ! .......... WOW |
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wow i think this will be one of my not so sad entries. I've had a great weekend and things in my life aren't... how u say, SO BAD. but on the go0d side i had a terrific unforgetable weekend. right now i've "fogrot" all my troubles and put them aside because now after this weekend i've seen things from a different perspective. i juss got done reading all my friends LJ'z kaws i wanna see their opinionz on things welp i think daz pretty great ! uhhmmm on frideh we were SUPPOSED to session wid kcaz n speedy g but plans were delayed. fridehz we meet at muh houze to break er whateva n dis tyme MIKEY WAS DER ! omg ! well n e way we chilled n dis annoyin boi lez call him SPAM came along and fuckedup our deh. we played games of truth er dare n spin the can o sprite. HEY MEMBER FISH WATER N DISCO'Z FAYCE ? ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww ! n e waiz we headed off to the mall n then go to the casle when im not really supposed to but then we saw all muh go0d friends ! and settled things out with muh bro. i lub n miss muh ddr family so much ! but n e waiz after chillin in the castle and waitin on devon er .. devin whatever to get ur tickys ! we went to go see the greatest mo0vie ...SO FAR ......RESIDENT EVIL ! but still i wouldn't of minded to see ICE AGE ! anywaiz abig ass group of peepo had gawn and welp... dat mo0vie was tyte as fawk ! lol ! i have alot of new inside jokes like IM BI AND BREATHMINT AND UHHMMM :: holds up hand lyke a gun and goes bizzzooomm:: lol. BUT MICHELLE RODRIGUEZ MUH ROLE MODEL IS SO0O0O0O0O0O0O TYTE ! OMG ! it was s great but to0 bad she had to die. welp afta that every1 parted waiz n here came along saturdeh... gawsh dis is a long as entry dayam im sooo used to copy n pasting.... heh n e waiz saturdeh came along n tj
(baybee beyuh) n chriz ( pawpa beyuh )were supposed to chill wid jon but things got smashed when i called them to go to the beach. things were fun i got dunked in the cold ass jacksonville beach water burried in sand and let peepo take pix of me and well tj tried to run back to the Philippines afta he saw a fish shark lol ! grrrrrrrrreat stuff u guyz ! n e waiz afta that we had our Mo0vie Tyme oh yippie ! we told mom to rent a Jason mo0vie cause we seen the previews for JASON X ! which we are definantly going to go see but instead she rented all deze gay ass mo0bies lyke .... ewwww iono lol n e waiz we went to blockbuster wid mom and rented the mo0bies ourselves ! n e waiz i wont leave out the car ride there of course of course, to sum things up ill juss say ..... PHOBIAZ ! eeeeeeeee lol well tj n chriz were dressed up in muh PJZ lez jus say rubber duckies n pladz ! but we had fun. well after watching jason 8 jason takes over manhattan we wondered why jason was wet during the whole mo0vie.... hmmmm well afta that jeepers creepers came along and we totally passed out durin dat mo0bie ! oh well the ride home was great . on both daiz. gawsh i loved my weekend. and i thank all of you for making me forget about my troubles. hey SPECIAL K i think im starting to become that little ball of happiness we tried oh so long go to start. I LUB YOU ALL AND EPECIALLY my pawpa beyuh ! i lub you baybee you're the greatest and your entries make me feel even better about myself awwwwwwwwww ! xoxo and baybee beyuh you're the greatest boi n e one could wish for ! you make me laugh at the times i need to and even when im sad i can't be for long because you're the greatest. i've never had 2 greatest guy friends in my entire lyfe ! and honestly im starting to lyke it ! welp maybe next week you can spend the nyte u guyz so ill juss say we'll kick SPAMZ egyptian azz lata n for now ill juss say HASTA PASTA jus lyke ruthie said ! on RR hawaii! WHERE'S THE ANTI-VIRUS
:: bizzzooooooommmm :: MUCH LUB TO YOU ALL !
* po0F * and * pUfF * lol ! =P
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wow i guess the reason i haven't updated in a while is b/c it's i've been buzzie puttin up wid peepo'z shiet ! I would lyke to thank the one n onliee boi best friend,big lil bro, and angel in muh lyke Chriz o PPB lol ! yes i am the skinny gurl going out with the "PHAT" guy. things suck you could say. well uhhmm...ppl expect someone good lookin to go out wid someone they can look good wid i guez. i mean ryte now daz about all i put up wid from peepo. what ever happend to people lykin ppl for the way they make them feel. i've learned that juss as long as i am happie then daz basically all i need ! wtf ! i guez dis is wat our world is comin to ! ryte chris ! QUIT LOOKIN AT ME ! ahhhhh lol ! n e waiz they also think im going wid him cause of his car. it's not ! you guys are all crazy. ahhh i feel like i am about to rip out muh hair ! gawsh ima kick some ass to ! Jessa N her gay ass bro bettah watch out ! friLLz ryte now every1 is pissin me off... grrrrrr ! not u chris ! gawsh ! lol ( he's ryte next to me if you are confused). n e waiz for the lass day we've had to take FCAT ( u kno that really gay ass test u take knowin u didn't fawkin study real go0d )and todeh me chris mikey wyte n kelvin skipped 2nd session kaws FCAT is gay ! juss lyke Jessa's brother ! We chilled in the cafe. wid dre and were breakin infront of peepo. it was tyte. n e waiz overthe pass few daiz... i've been thinkin... about certain peepo in muh lyfe and what im going to do to them, or what to do with um. n e waiz im out lyke dis
* Po0f*
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i know i haven't writtin in my LJ in a while i've juss been pretty occupied. I'm tryin reawl hard to learn how to break dance and learning from vurry vurry go0d expierenced ppl ! u kno who u are. yesterdeh i had gone to muh 1st breakdancing competion and well i would hab to say it really.............. well honestly IT WAS THE SHIET ! i met the worst nightmare of my life QT she's great ! ima give her a call sometime so we can chill and she can teach me how to break to ! so many nice ppl were der ! n e wayz the day b4 dat i went with my 2 fave boiz tj ( baybee beyuh) and chris ( pawpa beyuh ) to the mall to meet up wid zach n dis new guy erickson ( i hope i spelled dat ryte ) n e ways we went to see a movie JOHN Q ! IT WAS GREAT even fo the 2nd tyme seeing it ! CHRIS I LUB THAT QUOTE if only more guys would do that ! welp i did my screamin out part and it was great .....hey i think david n spence kno what im talkin bout to ! on john when i screamed out she's a bitch ! lol and the guy that was jumpin ova da seats....... oh well n e ways i had a great frideh sat and sundeh ! makin videos learing things abou how ppl are so special to me, learning that i suck ass at breaking ! i really need to practice cause i REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A BGURAL ! oh yeah during the week when i went to the mall 92.7 was der and i got a free t-shirt.... bet you'll neba guess how i got it ! I POPPED IT ! FRILLZ ! u kno me i gawtta rep muh pop it peepz ! well n e wayz im out i left alot of details but they're in muh memory and im to dyam laziee to type it all ! if u waz wid me u kno how it goes but if u weren't then SUX FER YOU ! PAWPA BEYUH I LUB U DEARLY !! DUN FORGET THAT UR SO SPECIAL ! AND BAYBEE BEYUH IM WATCHIN OVA U LYKE THE MAWMA I AM AND IF N E OTHA SKANKS ARE LOOKIN ATCHA IMA........ *THIS INFORMATION CANNOT ME SUBMITTED FOR THE FACT THAT IT IS EITHER TOO VIOLENT OR JUST TO DAYAM RATED R TO BE POSTED* lub you both much !
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hi chris ! lol so anywayz........ i am at muh lil brothers house right now and well im on LJ duh gosh this is a stupid entry..... lol anyway i forgot to write about yesterday HEY CHRIS......"FOGROT !!" lol ! im typing this as i hear things. well yesterday i had gotten checked out of scho0l and my dad took me to this lets say "drug rehab" chris had to break me out in the middle of the night so im really not supposed to be here. lol SYKE ! we're watching over the video we made yesterday and we're looking up stuff on the STD AIDS... cause chris gave it to me LOL ! deng me n chris are lyke tyte yo ! he's in this entry about.....4 tymes ! deng ! or should i say "deng dawg" to represent muh boi ZAB ! lol ! n e ways im chillin here w/ muh bro for thw 2nd day in a row and i think we're going to make another video lol this tyme even funnier ! n e ways ! ill take this as a peacein and ill write back later ! i can't think im distracted ! all this pressure ! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! byez ! as u can see my mo0d or my entries go from really depressed from who all i hang out with ! MUCH LUB ! REX HAS LEFT THE BUILDING............................
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went to scho0 dis morning....we learned about AIDS 1st period. or should i say 4th... anyway i told chris that dad couldn't take us back to "OUR lol house. n e ways im online now waiting for my mom to come in sayin it's time to go to m appointment...ehhhh oh yes well i was readin muh LIL BIG BROTHERS LJ and it came across muh mind of how special he is to me. I LUB YOU BUNCHES POP IT PARTNER ! (( blows kisses )) lol. well muh lil big bro n me are so0o0o tyte... it's weird cause we think of the same things at the same time ya know ? it's just weird like that lol ! but it's tyte ! n e ways ..... i am rated NC17 is that bad ? oh well g2g ill prolly write back when im at chris'z house "trying" to break. but before i leave there is one thing i must say............
*~*POP IT POP IT !*~*
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for anybody under the age of 17, and for society
in general. Tough break...
"Which Movie Classification Are You?"
Test created by Jamie - take it here.
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| Yet another heart clenching and at the same time heartbreaking turn in my life |
[24 Feb 2002|06:12pm] |
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i haven't been able to sign online or write things and vey important events in my journal in a while... im sad.. i''ve done so many things like go see queen of the damned the bestest movie ( i need to bite something by the way ). but yet i met up with old friends tied knots answered payphone calls and yet all in one weekend but that's not all. after one night of complete bliss excuse me 2 nights of complete bliss and thinking nothing could possibly distroy it.... something did. i had come home to what was another hell on earth. i had gotten abuse by my own parents for reasons and details i wont go into. im totally torn now. and that little ball of joy special k has tried to turn me into and all of the times my friends have tried to do anything possibly anything to make me happy has no meaning to me anymore. i am utmost destroyed.... i can't explain how i feel now... i just know i dont feel like living anymore. this sux ass.. gawsh why ? why ? why ? i know i shouldn'tbe writing this but it's all that's on my mind right now. i can still feel it on my face and my legs and my stomach to. but what hurts the most besides the physical and mental pain.... is my interal pain of my soul of the fire that grows bigger and my heart that shatters it's last remainig piece of happiness... i've been lied to by people i trusted and been hurt and abused by people i loved and thought i could turn to in any situation. im hurt... very hurt.. and i got an e-mail from dean which said this ( here ill copy and paste it...) To: Cinnamontiger665 Fr: Timberland311
Maria
I have just gotten out of bed thinking about the past..... Man there is so much about the past that I do not want to remember, yet there is so much I can not forget. Though I try with all my heart to move on and to be the same person I once was, I realize past events have changed me. I am no longer Dean, I don't know who the hell I am. People say I was once outgoing, fun to be around, spontanious, and exciting. Now they say im stuck in my shell and would rather be left alone. Which is true because in my shell I am safe from heart break, and from a harsh world where one day you can be loved and the next day you can be forgotten. I sit in my shell and remember the so called "good times" because other wise I see the despair in the future. I now know that it is love that is the enemy and that if I stay away from that adjetive I will not lose this war called life. Even if love is still inbedded deep down in my soul for one particular person. One person that single handedly brought about this horrible new way of life. Who drove me to depression, which led to slicing my wrist, which led me to be sent away to a rehabilitation clinic in St, Simons Island Georgia. Where I was watched like a criminal, yet treated like a piece of glass ready to break. Little did they know someone had already done the damage and I was already broken. I have learned alot from you, for instance : 1. pain conqours all, not love 2. Life really does suck 3. and I really am a bad person who deserves to die....... You were my teacher and I sat in the back of the class and took it all in. I have one question, "Did I pass". To add to the heart ache weeks or months whatever has gone by, time is just space between heart break after heart break, I found out from my best friend that the one that I love'd really did cheat on me, when I was suppose to be her only love. Then he tells me some other facts that might get in the way of our friendship forever. "Why", is the question I ask! But only a fool would want the answer. So I hang my head and quietly walk on by trying not to be noticed for one day I might fall in love with a special person and she might break my heart in two just like the person before. Death is the only solution!!!! Good bye
how else can i explain my perfect wonderful life.....
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[18 Feb 2002|10:26pm] |
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todeh was fun ! went to play ddr and chill w/ friends around 2 ! stayed till lyke .... 8:30 ish i was hoping ppl would be there at 2 ! but no one was.... so0n after lyke an hour late ppl showed up. they flocked ! lol. n e wayz i had fun being a dumbass ! i walked around the castle passing out er fainting and having very bad fake cesures (sp ?) in front of unsuspecting people lol ! it was bad ! then i walked around the fo0d court tripping (purposely) it was great fun !i did it in pac sun and gadzo0ks to and all around bo0ks a mil and in front of the mo0bies ! and in front of devin's work (taco bell lol !) i duno when is happened but beth got ALL UP in steph's fayce she pushed her 1st actualy and as i watched from a distance of every1 watching and laughing.... i realized this wasn't ryte so i held back things (basically beth) from anything that couldda gawn wrong ( i feel better about myself stopping a fyte lol !) but ryte now im tired and im talking to lyke every1 AND JASON FEELS WEIRD GIBBIN ME HUGS ! UGH I LUB U BOI LOL ! n e wayz n e one up for AL ( advnture landing ) on sat er frideh ? - Rex
p.s - i miss you special K we better make up on some SERIOUS MATRESS PORN LOL !
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welp i talked to annette ( duh luB of Willy's lyfe fo yo0h who dun know !) kaws we had sum reawl fawn laSS nyte ! LOL ! N e Wayz i couldn't help but when i was readin chris's LJ (b boy xecute) it mentioned my ex raphael. Is that raphael papa chris ? juss wondering kaws if dis wuz lass nyte den i was der to0 ! durin tha fyte ! didja se3 me ?! lol naw jk i was in the car kaws Johnny whyte boi told me to stay der n hold the keys n his wallet if n e thing went wrong ! LOL ! mmkay n e ways ja yesterdeh was purtty fawked up ! and ok n e wayz todeh..... todeh ! i was supposed to spend tyme wif johnny my bro'z "besS fwned" lol but plans didn't work out.. kaws of reasons i only know... ne wayz went to the mall AC course i haven't danced DDR in lyke FOREVER ! So0o0o sorry baby graham had an urge =*(... mmkay well danced ddr lyke a mad crazy hyped up bronco er somefin ! n e wayz... met up wif peep0 i haben't se3n in AGEZ! lyke davy n TJ nmikey whyte muh brufa ! and spencer lol ! heard about AL and the pond water lol ! saw muh brufa bust up tryin to freesytle, uhhmmmm made sum new inside jokes ! "IT'S LYKE A DOO DOO POP !" lol and saw mo0bie (John Q i would recommend it !) with davy n spence i was CARAZAY in der ! deng ! well b4 dat we went into hot topik ! AHHH ANOTHER INSIDE JOKE ! "FLUFFY PANTS !" juss membered that one ! n e way then we went to gadzo0ks n i wanna get tyte ass fluffy pants from der ! lol bumped into muh mom, went to the sweet factory (davy bought me a ko0t tedy bur der ! THANKY !) and daz bout it JaLL ! honestly i was juSS tryin to sum fings up kaws im tired and A HELL OF A LOT OF PEEPO ARE IMMING ME ! ahhhh ok well i am now to be knon as Rex if u didn't know and also B GuRL ReX ! JA JA ! peace in ! LOL inside joke ! SPECIAL K DAMMIT ! I MISS YOU ! NO MORE MATRESS PORN CONVOZ KAWS UR AWAY ! WAHHHHH ::CRIES !!:: oh yeh
HAPPY BDAY WILL YOU OLD FART ! i know i already posted a thread on the boards fer yas but hell minus well put in on muh LJ to0 ryte ?!! lol oh yas I GOT ANNETTE'S SN ! HA HA NO THANX TO YO0H !
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CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: so ur hur black now ? ka told me
PaulOakenfoldKid: yeah,lol, i hated pink!
PaulOakenfoldKid: EWWW!
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: wow u lost ur supa saiyan powers haw ?
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: how does black lo0k ? whad does annette fink ?
PaulOakenfoldKid: iono, its better then pink...lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
PaulOakenfoldKid: supa saiyan! ha, im still a saiyan!!
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: i bet ... but still i wish i couldda seen pink
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: saiyan... yea ((cough cough))
PaulOakenfoldKid: lol, grrr, so im like krilin....sike!!! he sucks, im TRUNKS!!
PaulOakenfoldKid: ;-)
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: krillin is bald n trunks has purple hur !
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: DUHHHh !
PaulOakenfoldKid: yeah sooooo!! im gonna have purplr, im gonna let muh bangs grow even more!!
PaulOakenfoldKid: heh,heh
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: ha ha ha ! u should be goku and annette can be chi chi !
PaulOakenfoldKid: and i have a sword, and yea...
PaulOakenfoldKid: haha yeah!
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: and then u have gohan and goten !
PaulOakenfoldKid: lol!!
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: o0o0o0o0 2 baybeeeeez willy !
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: bout as stong as der daddy !
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: o0o0o0o0o0o
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: i'd lyke to see that
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: lol
CiNnAmOnTiGeR665: gawsh i can so picture that.... ((now trying to see a cartoon version))
PaulOakenfoldKid: hahah, maybe
PaulOakenfoldKid: lol
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i had read all of those comments. it was really rather comforting. it's so amazing. i have so many caring people !! ::sniff sniff:: this is so BEAUTIFUL. i dont think i need to be put on meds anymore i think ill juss write in my LJ and then read the comments afterwards and that'll be my medicine ! aww you guys are great ! ::tear tear, sniffle sniffe:: seriously where would i be w/o you ! it is purtty awkward talking to a complete stranger about all your life probs ! how about you guys be my therapist ! HEY IT PAYS GOOD ! LOL JK IM NOT RICH TO PAY ALL OF YOU UP FRONT besides Special K still needs that raise lol. oh well I LUB YOU GUYS so0o0o0o0o0o much DONT EVER FORGET THAT . I THINK THIS IS THE NEW BEGINNING ! oh yea will i dont have your digits smart one ! Special K thanx for considering me "special" too ! i bet my dad scared the po0p outta you ! lol and having a sis that loox lyke you is nawt real co0l lol ! Davy thanx for ALWAYZ being there since the vurry beginning. YOU'RE GRRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT ! Much Lub to yas !
T-REX IS BACK !! Grrrrr ! lol oh yea i had jus got done watching spongebob happy v-day ! it was great ! SPONGEBOB IS GREAT WHAD AM I TALKIN BOUT ! n e wayz HAPPY L8 VDAY TO EVERYONE !
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| My Life....comes to a new even more depressing turn.. ((EDITED)) |
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i have to apologize to everyone who has worried about me the past few weeks. I had run away (AGAIN !) maybe last sat. couple days after muh b-day. it as fun for a while but then things got bad. i went back home after keeping touch w/ SPECIAL K . i felt bad. well the cops were waiting for me... that sucked ass. anyway i now have to see a therapist. and im going to be put on meds because i have "severe depression" my life right now sux. i had recently broke up with muh sweetheart tj. i feel bad. but i can't let someone in my life right now, no matter how perfect and unbelieveable the relationship might seem. i've made a hell of a lot of people worry. i need to quit doing that. maybe...naw nevermind. there are so many caring people out there who keep me straight and try to lead me down the right path(THANKS SPECIAL K ! MY T-SHIRT IS GOING TO COST $30 ! you'll get your paycheck before the day i die GUARENTEED !!)anyway... it's sad to see so many people care and know that i can stop everyone from worrying. it's hard to cope with it. my brother mike (sanchez) juss came back from jail for reasons i dare not go into detail. he's living with us. i wish i knew how he got out of his stage of depression so easily. i dont wanna ask about it though. MAN !! to see everyone juss care for me is amazing. but all i can do is sit here and not how to show emotion.how i was taught not to cry because it shows weakness. but people say that holding in emotion shows even more weakness. im so confused now.i realize that maybe after i write this people will have a new perspective of me. and leave me. alone.but that's a risk, it's the way i feel, and as i said before....it may sound like im whining, but it's actually cry for help i myte not want it now... but still i listen.
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